Sunday, June 20, 2004
No Future
It's just plain stupid to be in a relationship when you see that there's no future. This is what many of my close friends have been telling me but it took one person to say it again last night to make me realise how right everyone was. Maybe I was trying to kid myself or maybe I knew it all along but refused to do anything about it, I really don't know but one thing's for sure, this time things are different...in a positive way.
It was amidst thousands of revellers and loud, pumping beats, glo-sticks waving about and with a slight breeze in the air that Nicole shouted to me saying "...if you see no future, what's the point?..." and I don't know what came over me, but I just decided there and then, that was it, that was the end. No matter how many tears may be shed, or how many hurtful words exchanged, at the end of it all, we will both come out of it a changed person and I do believe that change will be for the better.
To new beginnings...
It's just plain stupid to be in a relationship when you see that there's no future. This is what many of my close friends have been telling me but it took one person to say it again last night to make me realise how right everyone was. Maybe I was trying to kid myself or maybe I knew it all along but refused to do anything about it, I really don't know but one thing's for sure, this time things are different...in a positive way.
It was amidst thousands of revellers and loud, pumping beats, glo-sticks waving about and with a slight breeze in the air that Nicole shouted to me saying "...if you see no future, what's the point?..." and I don't know what came over me, but I just decided there and then, that was it, that was the end. No matter how many tears may be shed, or how many hurtful words exchanged, at the end of it all, we will both come out of it a changed person and I do believe that change will be for the better.
To new beginnings...
