Monday, November 08, 2004
I did something I shouldn't have done. I don't feel guilty but I know what I did was wrong. Now, I'm contemplating what I should do with the evidence. It cannot be thrown away. It remains hidden away in the drawer that I never open. The only thing that reminds me of what I did...is just about everything and everyone. Oh no..now I feel so awful. I've been a very bad girl. And worst of all, I dreamt of something related to it last night. Definitely guilt. If he ever finds out I don't know what he'll do. I don't want to find out. I shall go run and hide in my room now with the incriminating evidence. God please forgive me..
