Thursday, December 30, 2004
A new year is about to dawn on us. How time flies by when you're having fun. I remember last year's new year's eve celebrations as it were just yesterday. The sad part was ushering in 2004 in the LRT and not being able to catch the fireworks, the fun part was getting high at Ascott, dont exactly remember who's party we crashed though.
There's a high probability that there won't be any fireworks this year because our beloved PM has called on the cancellation of all public and private(?) celebrations due to the tragedy that struck South Asia. Instead, we are supposed to be in mourning and hold prayers for the thousands of victims. Ok..missing the fireworks 2 years in a row shouldn't be a big deal so I shall try not to complain too much about it. *hangs head in shame*
Anyways, this year has been pretty rough. The heartache and anguish at losing a relative, my countless bouts of depression, the pressure placed on me by so many people, waking up every morning and hating what I see in the mirror, frequent arguments with people that matter, not knowing what to do with my life, all the wrong choices I made and have to live with, basically everything that could possibly go wrong, did.
But it has only made me stronger. So with the start of the new year, I will be a much better person. I tell myself that everytime, but this time, things are different because for once, I actually believe it when I think about it. It will become a reality. You'll see.
And so, a very happy new year to all..*hugs*
There's a high probability that there won't be any fireworks this year because our beloved PM has called on the cancellation of all public and private(?) celebrations due to the tragedy that struck South Asia. Instead, we are supposed to be in mourning and hold prayers for the thousands of victims. Ok..missing the fireworks 2 years in a row shouldn't be a big deal so I shall try not to complain too much about it. *hangs head in shame*
Anyways, this year has been pretty rough. The heartache and anguish at losing a relative, my countless bouts of depression, the pressure placed on me by so many people, waking up every morning and hating what I see in the mirror, frequent arguments with people that matter, not knowing what to do with my life, all the wrong choices I made and have to live with, basically everything that could possibly go wrong, did.
But it has only made me stronger. So with the start of the new year, I will be a much better person. I tell myself that everytime, but this time, things are different because for once, I actually believe it when I think about it. It will become a reality. You'll see.
And so, a very happy new year to all..*hugs*
