Tuesday, June 29, 2004
There'll be a car exhibition starting tomorrow at the MidValley Exhibition Center till Sunday, July 4th. Check it out here. Car enthusiasts shouldn't miss this one out. What more can a guy ask for, cars and babes!! Those umbrella girls or as Melvin calls them, car chics, should be an eyeful coming from Australia, Singapore and our very own beauties. Melvin, this is for you...:)
Monday, June 28, 2004
Life sucks
Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right now. Every minute every second is wasted on utter rubbish. I know what I'm supposed to do but I end up doing the opposite. The inner strength that I have to possess is not there. What's there instead is numbness, confusion, and a sense of dread. No one really knows how or what I feel because I put up a front. Standing in front of the people that matter most, I let them believe that everything is fine and I've got things under control. In reality, my life is in chaos. I've yet to really understand myself so how on earth would others understand me? I've yet to know for sure what I really want so how am I able to achieve happiness when who knows, it might be staring me right in the face? Two decades and some of my life has passed and I've yet to achieve anything. Nothing I can be proud of. Nothing my loved ones can be proud of. I feel like an utter failure doing things that would only hurt others and especially myself. There are alot of cliches in life but I think my life is the biggest cliche there is. Happiness lies in your own hands, you reap what you sow, what's done is done, you make your own bed. All deals with responsibility but am I a responsible person? Hardly. I want to be someone who has a positive outlook on life. I want to be optimistic in everything I do but isn't that what everyone wants? Am I just going along with the rest of the rat race? Yes, I am. But am I at fault for that? Questions and more questions. All needs answers but what is the answer I'm really looking for? I myself don't know. And you know what? I don't think I'll ever find out anytime soon. My life is one big mess right now and I foresee it'll stay this way for some time to come. There goes optimism out the window...
Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right now. Every minute every second is wasted on utter rubbish. I know what I'm supposed to do but I end up doing the opposite. The inner strength that I have to possess is not there. What's there instead is numbness, confusion, and a sense of dread. No one really knows how or what I feel because I put up a front. Standing in front of the people that matter most, I let them believe that everything is fine and I've got things under control. In reality, my life is in chaos. I've yet to really understand myself so how on earth would others understand me? I've yet to know for sure what I really want so how am I able to achieve happiness when who knows, it might be staring me right in the face? Two decades and some of my life has passed and I've yet to achieve anything. Nothing I can be proud of. Nothing my loved ones can be proud of. I feel like an utter failure doing things that would only hurt others and especially myself. There are alot of cliches in life but I think my life is the biggest cliche there is. Happiness lies in your own hands, you reap what you sow, what's done is done, you make your own bed. All deals with responsibility but am I a responsible person? Hardly. I want to be someone who has a positive outlook on life. I want to be optimistic in everything I do but isn't that what everyone wants? Am I just going along with the rest of the rat race? Yes, I am. But am I at fault for that? Questions and more questions. All needs answers but what is the answer I'm really looking for? I myself don't know. And you know what? I don't think I'll ever find out anytime soon. My life is one big mess right now and I foresee it'll stay this way for some time to come. There goes optimism out the window...
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Bored
I'm stuck at a cybercafe in MV with nothing to do. After realising that there's abslutely no one online on a Saturday night I decided to make an entry in the hopes that it'll kill my boredom. So far I dont think its working. So please bare with me if this is an extra long entry.
The MNG sale was utter madness yesterday. Went to the one in One U and there were loads of people. After picking about 9 pieces to try I had to queue up and found out that there was a limit of only 5 items. Fine! After some tough debating as to which items to discard I finally settled on my precious 5 only to discover that I could only afford to buy 2. *sigh* Note to self:Bring more cash to next MNG sale!!!! But, yes there's a but...the line to pay was too long and my mum refused to wait so I had to painfully leave behind my 2 items..a halterneck top and a pair of 3/4 jeans. *another big sigh* I think my mum felt guilty because she then bought me a pair of shorts from Guess. Heheehe..so all was not lost yesterday. Another note to self:Make my mum feel more guilty the next shopping expedition.
After reaching home, I went with Jac, Gwen, Adam and Andrew to Berjaya's Neway to sing our lungs out. Unfortunately for me, I didn't do much singing because I'm having a very bad sore throat and a blocked nose. Its even worse today and I'm feeling really out of alot of things. But its ok...its good to get out of the house now and then.
I'm now in MV being bored to death but I won't bore you all to tears anymore. Bye all..
I'm stuck at a cybercafe in MV with nothing to do. After realising that there's abslutely no one online on a Saturday night I decided to make an entry in the hopes that it'll kill my boredom. So far I dont think its working. So please bare with me if this is an extra long entry.
The MNG sale was utter madness yesterday. Went to the one in One U and there were loads of people. After picking about 9 pieces to try I had to queue up and found out that there was a limit of only 5 items. Fine! After some tough debating as to which items to discard I finally settled on my precious 5 only to discover that I could only afford to buy 2. *sigh* Note to self:Bring more cash to next MNG sale!!!! But, yes there's a but...the line to pay was too long and my mum refused to wait so I had to painfully leave behind my 2 items..a halterneck top and a pair of 3/4 jeans. *another big sigh* I think my mum felt guilty because she then bought me a pair of shorts from Guess. Heheehe..so all was not lost yesterday. Another note to self:Make my mum feel more guilty the next shopping expedition.
After reaching home, I went with Jac, Gwen, Adam and Andrew to Berjaya's Neway to sing our lungs out. Unfortunately for me, I didn't do much singing because I'm having a very bad sore throat and a blocked nose. Its even worse today and I'm feeling really out of alot of things. But its ok...its good to get out of the house now and then.
I'm now in MV being bored to death but I won't bore you all to tears anymore. Bye all..
Thursday, June 24, 2004
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Food and more Food
Yesterday was a rather boring day. Didn't get to do much except eat and eat. First it was the famous seafood noodles at Segambut with Esmond. I hadn't had that in such a long time and yesterday was not a disappointment. I ordered my usual which was the kuey teow curry but didn't get to finish it. Don't know why I'm losing my appetite these past few days. I think I'm sick. Having a pretty bad sore throat and a slight fever too. Damn. Anyway after lunch, came home to find my favourite curry puffs on the table. Ironically, my mum only remembers to buy them on the days when I'm already so full but one curry puff won't hurt right? *lying to myself* Then it was dinner with Keith at Secret Recipe at Hartamas. Had the sheperd's pie...yummy again. Keith ordered some Grilled BBQ Chicken which looked pretty good. Then being the pigs that we are, we had brownies for dessert and that was delicious. Sinful yet delicious all the same. You'd think that was it right? Nope, went over to visit my aunty and had satay which was good because they had chunky chicken pieces in it unlike most satay stalls whose chicken meat is always so tiny. Ok that was it...I'm still so full now and it's been a whole day already.
Kickboxing plans with Mel tonight has been cancelled. Don't know what to busy myself with right now because I'm so bored. Waiting for Bad's call to meet up. Then later tonight, off to the pasar malam...wanna get CD's. Ok that's it for today...I'm so bored I can't think straight. Good thing it's pretty cloudy today. Might go for a long-awaited swim later. *...keep this shit from me...you burn bitch...currently listening to Eamon's F*ck It*
Yesterday was a rather boring day. Didn't get to do much except eat and eat. First it was the famous seafood noodles at Segambut with Esmond. I hadn't had that in such a long time and yesterday was not a disappointment. I ordered my usual which was the kuey teow curry but didn't get to finish it. Don't know why I'm losing my appetite these past few days. I think I'm sick. Having a pretty bad sore throat and a slight fever too. Damn. Anyway after lunch, came home to find my favourite curry puffs on the table. Ironically, my mum only remembers to buy them on the days when I'm already so full but one curry puff won't hurt right? *lying to myself* Then it was dinner with Keith at Secret Recipe at Hartamas. Had the sheperd's pie...yummy again. Keith ordered some Grilled BBQ Chicken which looked pretty good. Then being the pigs that we are, we had brownies for dessert and that was delicious. Sinful yet delicious all the same. You'd think that was it right? Nope, went over to visit my aunty and had satay which was good because they had chunky chicken pieces in it unlike most satay stalls whose chicken meat is always so tiny. Ok that was it...I'm still so full now and it's been a whole day already.
Kickboxing plans with Mel tonight has been cancelled. Don't know what to busy myself with right now because I'm so bored. Waiting for Bad's call to meet up. Then later tonight, off to the pasar malam...wanna get CD's. Ok that's it for today...I'm so bored I can't think straight. Good thing it's pretty cloudy today. Might go for a long-awaited swim later. *...keep this shit from me...you burn bitch...currently listening to Eamon's F*ck It*
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Closure
It's finally over and done with. We talked about it last night and although I admit I was pretty mean and sarcastic throughout the entire conversation, sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind. Bi, if you do happen to read this at all, I just want to apologize for the way it ended and I hope for only the best for you in your life. It may seem abit cliched and shallow but I say this from the bottom of my heart. As I've said before countless times, just because you're in love with that person, it doesn't necessarily mean you have to be together. I truly believe all this and so many may disagree but then again, that's your prerogative.
I've been single for 4 days after 8 years of back-to-back relationships and I'm relieved. Very very relieved. I no longer need to watch what I say or do for the fear of hurting the one I love. I no longer need to report my whereabouts or explain my actions. I no longer need to fear jealousy. I no longer need to feel inadequate. After so long, I'm doing things for me and not for anyone else. And it's a very good feeling. I am finally free...
It's finally over and done with. We talked about it last night and although I admit I was pretty mean and sarcastic throughout the entire conversation, sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind. Bi, if you do happen to read this at all, I just want to apologize for the way it ended and I hope for only the best for you in your life. It may seem abit cliched and shallow but I say this from the bottom of my heart. As I've said before countless times, just because you're in love with that person, it doesn't necessarily mean you have to be together. I truly believe all this and so many may disagree but then again, that's your prerogative.
I've been single for 4 days after 8 years of back-to-back relationships and I'm relieved. Very very relieved. I no longer need to watch what I say or do for the fear of hurting the one I love. I no longer need to report my whereabouts or explain my actions. I no longer need to fear jealousy. I no longer need to feel inadequate. After so long, I'm doing things for me and not for anyone else. And it's a very good feeling. I am finally free...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Cycle of Self-destruction
I'm currently going through very varied emotions. At times I just want to burst out laughing, other times I feel like going into a deep, deep sleep and never waking up. Then there are times when I feel that I'm all alone with no one to turn to. Why am I feeling like this? All I want is to start life afresh without having to worry that the next big decision I make is something I'm going to regret the rest of my life. But then being the silly n dumb nut that I am, I go and do things I'm not supposed to. Things that would most certainly affect my being for the next few months. Things that make me cringe at the thought of. Things that my friends would frown on and disapprove of and they would then tell me I never learn.
And that's basically the problem with me. I simply never learn from past mistakes. I continue following my heart instead of my head. I never learn. And if I continue doing this to myself, I'm going to end up hurt and depressed and at my lowest yet again. Despite the struggles that I've gone through just to get past that moment, I go and do it all over again. A never ending cycle of self-destruction. Someone please help me!!
I'm currently going through very varied emotions. At times I just want to burst out laughing, other times I feel like going into a deep, deep sleep and never waking up. Then there are times when I feel that I'm all alone with no one to turn to. Why am I feeling like this? All I want is to start life afresh without having to worry that the next big decision I make is something I'm going to regret the rest of my life. But then being the silly n dumb nut that I am, I go and do things I'm not supposed to. Things that would most certainly affect my being for the next few months. Things that make me cringe at the thought of. Things that my friends would frown on and disapprove of and they would then tell me I never learn.
And that's basically the problem with me. I simply never learn from past mistakes. I continue following my heart instead of my head. I never learn. And if I continue doing this to myself, I'm going to end up hurt and depressed and at my lowest yet again. Despite the struggles that I've gone through just to get past that moment, I go and do it all over again. A never ending cycle of self-destruction. Someone please help me!!
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
I Miss You - Blink 182
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
I Miss You - Blink 182
Sunday, June 20, 2004
No Future
It's just plain stupid to be in a relationship when you see that there's no future. This is what many of my close friends have been telling me but it took one person to say it again last night to make me realise how right everyone was. Maybe I was trying to kid myself or maybe I knew it all along but refused to do anything about it, I really don't know but one thing's for sure, this time things are different...in a positive way.
It was amidst thousands of revellers and loud, pumping beats, glo-sticks waving about and with a slight breeze in the air that Nicole shouted to me saying "...if you see no future, what's the point?..." and I don't know what came over me, but I just decided there and then, that was it, that was the end. No matter how many tears may be shed, or how many hurtful words exchanged, at the end of it all, we will both come out of it a changed person and I do believe that change will be for the better.
To new beginnings...
It's just plain stupid to be in a relationship when you see that there's no future. This is what many of my close friends have been telling me but it took one person to say it again last night to make me realise how right everyone was. Maybe I was trying to kid myself or maybe I knew it all along but refused to do anything about it, I really don't know but one thing's for sure, this time things are different...in a positive way.
It was amidst thousands of revellers and loud, pumping beats, glo-sticks waving about and with a slight breeze in the air that Nicole shouted to me saying "...if you see no future, what's the point?..." and I don't know what came over me, but I just decided there and then, that was it, that was the end. No matter how many tears may be shed, or how many hurtful words exchanged, at the end of it all, we will both come out of it a changed person and I do believe that change will be for the better.
To new beginnings...
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Sweet 18
There came a time way back when I was in my mid-teens that I was first introduced to the clubbing scene. My first club venture was at Heaven, Sunway. It's now officially closed and I've no idea what has become of that place. Then it was Embassy followed by Emporium and then Bali then Flux and the thing that strikes me is that all of these clubs are no longer in existence. Or rather new management has taken over and hence new names. Its a sad thing though because I've had a great many memorable experiences in those clubs and there's nothing to show for it now.
The most memorable one would be my 18th birthday at Bali with my close friends from A-levels. They had the DJ serenade me in front of the entire club and had surprised me with Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana cake as I had mentioned to them earlier I'd never tried it before and it looked really delicious. Till today, it remains my fave cake and whenever I indulge myself with this sinful dessert, memories of that night rushes back.
Other birthday celebrations have failed in comparison to that one night. Friends had disappeared to all parts of the world to further their education, perceptions on how to celebrate a birthday have changed, my own attitude, all these factors have somehow discouraged me from making a big deal out of my birthday therefore deeming it so insignificant that they're only a fleeting image and not one that lingers and makes me nostalgic, like Bali. So, in conclusion, my 22nd birthday this year will be celebrated in the hopes of making it a lasting memory.
There came a time way back when I was in my mid-teens that I was first introduced to the clubbing scene. My first club venture was at Heaven, Sunway. It's now officially closed and I've no idea what has become of that place. Then it was Embassy followed by Emporium and then Bali then Flux and the thing that strikes me is that all of these clubs are no longer in existence. Or rather new management has taken over and hence new names. Its a sad thing though because I've had a great many memorable experiences in those clubs and there's nothing to show for it now.
The most memorable one would be my 18th birthday at Bali with my close friends from A-levels. They had the DJ serenade me in front of the entire club and had surprised me with Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana cake as I had mentioned to them earlier I'd never tried it before and it looked really delicious. Till today, it remains my fave cake and whenever I indulge myself with this sinful dessert, memories of that night rushes back.
Other birthday celebrations have failed in comparison to that one night. Friends had disappeared to all parts of the world to further their education, perceptions on how to celebrate a birthday have changed, my own attitude, all these factors have somehow discouraged me from making a big deal out of my birthday therefore deeming it so insignificant that they're only a fleeting image and not one that lingers and makes me nostalgic, like Bali. So, in conclusion, my 22nd birthday this year will be celebrated in the hopes of making it a lasting memory.
Monday, June 14, 2004
What's in a Name?
rant
Pronunciation: 'rant
Function: verb
intransitive senses
1 : to talk in a noisy, excited, or declamatory manner
2 : to scold vehemently
transitive senses : to utter in a bombastic declamatory fashion
My brother thinks its a joke naming this blog of mine Endless Ranting based on the definition of rant above. I do agree with him in a way because I have definitely not been "scolding vehemently" and neither have i been uttering "in a bombastic declamatory fashion". Well my excuse is that I'm always happy and carefree and without a care in the world therefore not requiring the need to rant, so to speak. I did name it as it is because I think to rant is to let out anything and everything that goes on in my head and whatever happens in my life, I'm letting it out as well. Forgive me if I'm wrong but to me, ranting is something that each and everyone of us does without realising and I think this post somehow qualifies as a rant too. Endless Ranting is here to stay.
Here's a saying to ponder:
God created man before woman but then, you always make a rough draft before you create a masterpiece.
rant
Pronunciation: 'rant
Function: verb
intransitive senses
1 : to talk in a noisy, excited, or declamatory manner
2 : to scold vehemently
transitive senses : to utter in a bombastic declamatory fashion
My brother thinks its a joke naming this blog of mine Endless Ranting based on the definition of rant above. I do agree with him in a way because I have definitely not been "scolding vehemently" and neither have i been uttering "in a bombastic declamatory fashion". Well my excuse is that I'm always happy and carefree and without a care in the world therefore not requiring the need to rant, so to speak. I did name it as it is because I think to rant is to let out anything and everything that goes on in my head and whatever happens in my life, I'm letting it out as well. Forgive me if I'm wrong but to me, ranting is something that each and everyone of us does without realising and I think this post somehow qualifies as a rant too. Endless Ranting is here to stay.
Here's a saying to ponder:
God created man before woman but then, you always make a rough draft before you create a masterpiece.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Oh Happy Day
It's been a long time since I woke up especially for breakfast but today I did just that. Met up with Adlee and Adeline, 2 especially great friends of mine from Taylor's. It was nice hanging out with these 2 again considering the last time all 3 of us were together was about 2 years ago. Time really flies when you're having fun. After 2 thosais, a roti telur, and a nasi lemak ayam later, Adlee and I went and threaded our eyebrows for RM5. My first experience and not the last time for sure...hardly any pain at all.
Kickboxing today wasn't that good. Didn't think she worked us out that hard compared to the other instructor who's got such a fantastic bod btw...*yummy* But its ok. Getting some sort of exercise is better than none at all right?
Ok..I'm tired now but won't sleep yet. Waiting for The Practice to come on. And here's a picture of Hermes as promised..sorry it's such a lousy shot.
Nights all..
It's been a long time since I woke up especially for breakfast but today I did just that. Met up with Adlee and Adeline, 2 especially great friends of mine from Taylor's. It was nice hanging out with these 2 again considering the last time all 3 of us were together was about 2 years ago. Time really flies when you're having fun. After 2 thosais, a roti telur, and a nasi lemak ayam later, Adlee and I went and threaded our eyebrows for RM5. My first experience and not the last time for sure...hardly any pain at all.
Kickboxing today wasn't that good. Didn't think she worked us out that hard compared to the other instructor who's got such a fantastic bod btw...*yummy* But its ok. Getting some sort of exercise is better than none at all right?
Ok..I'm tired now but won't sleep yet. Waiting for The Practice to come on. And here's a picture of Hermes as promised..sorry it's such a lousy shot.
Nights all..
Monday, June 07, 2004
Hermes, the messenger of God
A 2 month old golden retriever is now an extra addition to the family. We just got it today from a lovely Eurasian family and it turned out that their son Nigel is a member of Wicked Pitches, this really cool acappella group. Their first performance I witnessed was during the Fete de la Musique festival organised by HELP last year and they were good. Very very good. Anyway, his family gave us really good tips on how to care for a puppy and even gave us enough puppy biscuits to last another 2 months. So, a real welcome to Hermes Maximilian Julius. He's micro-chipped and has a birth cert and all that and really adorable. Pics will be up as soon as I get back my digi cam. I adore doggies and Hermes is already making me weak in the knees. The only thing is he's really scared..new environment, new faces, new smells and all that. He's a cutie, that's for sure lah.
Ooh..check out who Hermes is here!
A 2 month old golden retriever is now an extra addition to the family. We just got it today from a lovely Eurasian family and it turned out that their son Nigel is a member of Wicked Pitches, this really cool acappella group. Their first performance I witnessed was during the Fete de la Musique festival organised by HELP last year and they were good. Very very good. Anyway, his family gave us really good tips on how to care for a puppy and even gave us enough puppy biscuits to last another 2 months. So, a real welcome to Hermes Maximilian Julius. He's micro-chipped and has a birth cert and all that and really adorable. Pics will be up as soon as I get back my digi cam. I adore doggies and Hermes is already making me weak in the knees. The only thing is he's really scared..new environment, new faces, new smells and all that. He's a cutie, that's for sure lah.
Ooh..check out who Hermes is here!
Sunday, June 06, 2004
One week of bliss
It's been a good past week. My cousin who's 9 whom I've cared for since birth came to stay with me. It was good fun taking her for shopping excursions, pigging out on junk food, and just chilling out with an ice cold yummy sundae from Mcd's. We also did this glass painting thingy but Jac and I ended up doing most of the work cos we were too afraid of letting her do it herself in fear of her going beyond the specified lines. Hahaha..such killjoys aren't we? But its ok cos she did a wax figure of her hand so she was happy with that. Little kiddies are so easy to please.
I want her to have a strong mind. To be able to make firm decisions with just about anything she does. To admit to wrongdoings and to know that it is ok to be imperfect. To be smart and wise and basically to have a good heart, with compassion for everyone and everything. Hah...I wish I could be more like that. I just hope she doesn't end up being like me in the future.
She's gone back home now so I've got the next few weeks to be by myself. Everyone will soon be back from Aust/UK/USA. I hope I'll be able to meet up with everyone namely Adlee, Adeline, Velene, Badriyyah, Sophia, oh and not forgetting Melvin. :) I wanna go clubbing too. And raves especially. I just hope these ppl are still in the mood for it. I haven't stepped into a club since..God knows when...can't recall...it's been too long. Aarrgghh...save me!!! Oh well..my book is beckoning..currently reading 'Diary of a Working Girl' by Daniella Brodsky. Chick lit n more chick lit...a very satisfying way to spend a Sunday.
It's been a good past week. My cousin who's 9 whom I've cared for since birth came to stay with me. It was good fun taking her for shopping excursions, pigging out on junk food, and just chilling out with an ice cold yummy sundae from Mcd's. We also did this glass painting thingy but Jac and I ended up doing most of the work cos we were too afraid of letting her do it herself in fear of her going beyond the specified lines. Hahaha..such killjoys aren't we? But its ok cos she did a wax figure of her hand so she was happy with that. Little kiddies are so easy to please.
I want her to have a strong mind. To be able to make firm decisions with just about anything she does. To admit to wrongdoings and to know that it is ok to be imperfect. To be smart and wise and basically to have a good heart, with compassion for everyone and everything. Hah...I wish I could be more like that. I just hope she doesn't end up being like me in the future.
She's gone back home now so I've got the next few weeks to be by myself. Everyone will soon be back from Aust/UK/USA. I hope I'll be able to meet up with everyone namely Adlee, Adeline, Velene, Badriyyah, Sophia, oh and not forgetting Melvin. :) I wanna go clubbing too. And raves especially. I just hope these ppl are still in the mood for it. I haven't stepped into a club since..God knows when...can't recall...it's been too long. Aarrgghh...save me!!! Oh well..my book is beckoning..currently reading 'Diary of a Working Girl' by Daniella Brodsky. Chick lit n more chick lit...a very satisfying way to spend a Sunday.
