Friday, January 07, 2005
Ok progress report. Quitting cold turkey was a bad idea. So to all who doubted me, go on, just say it. "I told you so.." I hear it everywhere. Especially from my bro and SiewYen. Though these 2 have been the best help by refusing to give me their cigarettes or by hiding their lighters from me. So a big thank you.
I have cut down though. From a big pack a day, I've cut down to half a small pack a day which means about 5 sticks a day. Improvement? I should think so. And I've only resorted to smoking at home and not when I'm out. Trying to cultivate the habit of not smoking in public which in time should work, I hope.
Mel said the sweetest thing to me last night. Something about how she did not want to be by my side holding my hand when I'm dying of lung cancer or whatever illnesses I develop later on from smoking. Sweetie, you're the best la. I assure you when the time comes, I'll be dying of old age ok? Then we'll have a gala time reminiscing about the past and looking at death as just a part of life. Heheh..how morbid. Love you anyway, babe!
It's Friday yet again which means weekly dinner with my daddy tonight. A quiet weekend is in store. All those going up to Genting for the KENT rave..have loads of fun! Remember don't drink/pop and drive. Get a room or sleep in the car. Baby, too bad you're missing it. Hehe.
I have cut down though. From a big pack a day, I've cut down to half a small pack a day which means about 5 sticks a day. Improvement? I should think so. And I've only resorted to smoking at home and not when I'm out. Trying to cultivate the habit of not smoking in public which in time should work, I hope.
Mel said the sweetest thing to me last night. Something about how she did not want to be by my side holding my hand when I'm dying of lung cancer or whatever illnesses I develop later on from smoking. Sweetie, you're the best la. I assure you when the time comes, I'll be dying of old age ok? Then we'll have a gala time reminiscing about the past and looking at death as just a part of life. Heheh..how morbid. Love you anyway, babe!
It's Friday yet again which means weekly dinner with my daddy tonight. A quiet weekend is in store. All those going up to Genting for the KENT rave..have loads of fun! Remember don't drink/pop and drive. Get a room or sleep in the car. Baby, too bad you're missing it. Hehe.
