Monday, February 28, 2005
I'm on an emotional roller-coaster ride. No, it's not like last time where I get depressed about every single thing so don't come lecturing me about getting a life and thinking positively. Though I welcome the advice. It's just different now because I've nothing to be depressed and suicidal about. I'm just feeling vulnerable and I tear easily. I blame it on The OC. *hangs head in shame*
Random thoughts. Is it so easy to let someone you love so dearly slip through your fingers? Or is that merely something you portray but deep inside you feel like holding on to them tightly and if it was allowed, tie them up and hold them captive. Heheh. We're all selfish. I don't buy it when someone says they've to let someone go just because they love them. I've been guilty of saying that but I know I never meant a word of it. Come on, if you love someone and he's about to leave you, don't tell me you're just going to stand there and watch him leave. Ok I might be a slight bit ignorant about this but I do know that I will not let go without a fight.
Sorry for all that rambling. Like I said, I'm in one of those moods. Looks like the remaining hours of the day is going to just drag on and on. Thank God I've got the complete 6 seasons of Sex and the City to keep me occupied. Thank you baby!!! There's nothing better than sitting at home with the aircond turned on and some much needed chick flick on TV..hehe. A boyfriend to cuddle up to would be nice, but I guess dreaming is all I'm entitled to now.
Random thoughts. Is it so easy to let someone you love so dearly slip through your fingers? Or is that merely something you portray but deep inside you feel like holding on to them tightly and if it was allowed, tie them up and hold them captive. Heheh. We're all selfish. I don't buy it when someone says they've to let someone go just because they love them. I've been guilty of saying that but I know I never meant a word of it. Come on, if you love someone and he's about to leave you, don't tell me you're just going to stand there and watch him leave. Ok I might be a slight bit ignorant about this but I do know that I will not let go without a fight.
Sorry for all that rambling. Like I said, I'm in one of those moods. Looks like the remaining hours of the day is going to just drag on and on. Thank God I've got the complete 6 seasons of Sex and the City to keep me occupied. Thank you baby!!! There's nothing better than sitting at home with the aircond turned on and some much needed chick flick on TV..hehe. A boyfriend to cuddle up to would be nice, but I guess dreaming is all I'm entitled to now.
