Sunday, June 05, 2005
Why do we always wish for something so badly then when it's right in front we pretend or rather we don't give a damn about it only to regret after losing it the second sometimes third time round. Why do we have to keep feeling the lost although we've got something even greater to look forward to?
Why trace our steps to things that have done us wrong and left a bittersweet aftertaste instead of rallying on towards a new beginning? Is the past that hard to let go of? Isn't the past supposed to teach us a lesson so that we become better people in the future?
I just realised I shouldn't drink when I'm feeling depressed because it makes me do stupid and regretful things. And when the sun rises the day after, there's no sunshine only gloomy shadows that hover above me.
Sorry for last night's phone call. I know I was being stupid, as always. To cry over something that may seem so insignificant to you actually meant so much to me, you can never imagine how much. Thanks for your words of comfort and advice and most importantly, for keeping me on the right path.
Why trace our steps to things that have done us wrong and left a bittersweet aftertaste instead of rallying on towards a new beginning? Is the past that hard to let go of? Isn't the past supposed to teach us a lesson so that we become better people in the future?
I just realised I shouldn't drink when I'm feeling depressed because it makes me do stupid and regretful things. And when the sun rises the day after, there's no sunshine only gloomy shadows that hover above me.
Sorry for last night's phone call. I know I was being stupid, as always. To cry over something that may seem so insignificant to you actually meant so much to me, you can never imagine how much. Thanks for your words of comfort and advice and most importantly, for keeping me on the right path.
