Endless Ranting

Will be driving down to San Diego in an hour or so. Tomorrow we'll be going to Vegas. It's been a pretty uneventful 3 days so far. Weather is still great, people here so friendly, and the food's been yummy. Saw quite a number of things I like but I can't help but convert it back into RM everytime so I end up not buying anything. If I carry on like this I'll able to stay on longer. Hehe. We'll see how it goes in Vegas and New York.

Long and exhausting flight but I'm here in LA, already jet lagged and freezing my butt off. It's actually very nice weather, something like Genting but slightly colder but I can't stand the cold so to me, it's like being in er...Antartica? Hehe ok I'd just die there but you get what I mean. Where I'm staying at is just beautiful. Can't see the beach from here but it's a 5 minutes drive away.

Will blog again soon. Eyes can't seem to stay open but I just can't go to sleep when I lie down. Miss you guys..

-2Vs, thank you for the 'wonderful' surprise at KLIA..:)

Oh boy, I'm 3/4 packed and so not ready to leave. Part of me is looking forward so much to this trip but there's another part of me that's not wanting to leave KL. I don't know what to expect when I get there. I just hope things will settle itself there then I don't have to feel so much confusion when I get back.

Leaving for KLIA in an hour. I'll miss you guys much much..*huggies*

My weekend summed up in a few words. Too tired to construct proper sentences.

0915 - End of finals
1045 - Yoga
1200 - Lunch at Kim Gary
1520 - Starbucks session with Keith
2100 - Steamboat dinner at Sri Petaling
2345 - First and last visit to some feng tau joint
0145 - Getting drunk at Beach Club
0330 - Sobering up at Lotus
0600 - Zzz
1315 - LowYat, Sg Wang, yummy OCK
2030 - Home sweet home
0100 - Super tired but can't seem to sleep

Some pics from last night. Took it with my phone that's why it's so blur. Vel, will send them to you when I see you online yeah? Including the 2 very naughty pics of us in the car. *winks*

Took a nap this evening and now I can't sleep. Said I won't blog till after finals but screw that. I'm just too hyper, I need something to keep me occupied. Oh, I joined a gym this afternoon. After numerous attempts by Keith asking me to join his gym, I've decided to join the club, so to speak. But I've signed up with Celebrity Fitness instead of his gym. Why? Because paying RM28 for every yoga class I attend is just too expensive in the long run and since this gym has loads more classes than just yoga, it'll be more worth it. I just hope I'll be motivated enough to actually go. Another reason is because I've got too much time on my hands and what better way to waste time than working out? Yeah right.. Anyway, my membership only starts in July because I won't be around for the next 2 months so if anyone decides to sign up with them, please let me know. I hate going to the gym alone. Nick, you go to CF right? Maybe we'll finally be able to meet up there.

Ok gotta go check on Hermes. He's been whining non-stop the past 10 minutes. Sometimes I just hate being alone at home because I tend to hear funny noises coming from everywhere. Creepy..

Finally satiated my craving for Japanese buffet at Saisaki, ventured into the Gold Class at GSC and it was well worth RM35, woke up early just to have brunch with my dad at Fasta Pasta, attempted to study a few chapters everyday but failed miserably, been a good girl and have not gone out after 9pm, religiously watched downloaded episodes of Desperate Housewives, developed an addiction to yoga, missing HIM like crazy. All in all, it has been a rather good week. Shall blog again after finals. Wish me luck, yeah?

I've pondered the existence of this blog. I started it because I was bored at home and after going through a couple of other blogs thought it'd be a good way to kill time. Indeed it has been a good way to waste a few minutes of my time each time I blog but does it satisfy me? That led me to asking myself whether it was satisfaction I was looking for. And satisfaction for what exactly?

No one except a few close friends knew of it at first. I was writing in the hopes of making them understand me better. Then a dear dear friend said that she comes to my blog because she wants to be updated on what's going on in my life and our mutual friends because she's overseas. To know that someone was interested kept me going. And she's now started her own blog so I get to be updated as well. (you know who you are, babe)

Then I wondered about the people who visits this blog. Some have been really supportive and I've made a few friends which I'm thankful for but others have been just plain insulting and rude. If it's not something you like to see or read, don't bother coming back. Just click on the X button on the top right of the screen. It's that simple. And I don't appreciate it when you come and tell me what I should or should not write about or whether I've posted too many pictures.

It just irritates me because I write whenever and whatever I feel like, not for anyone in particular but mainly for myself. It's my outlet. It lets me vent out my frustrations and anger at the world gone wrong as well as reminding me of past mistakes. It also enables me to do some self-reflection whenever I read my past entries. And so, I'll delete this blog as and when I feel like it. Stop questioning me already.

Ok..I'm done ranting now. It's not even 11 yet. Oh my gosh...can time pass anymore slower? There's nothing worth watching on TV and I couldn't be bothered about studying. Not right now anyway. Share with me some interesting sites, people!! I'm so bored...*sniff*

It's funny how it takes only one person who can either put a smile on your face or make you feel like hiding under the covers, curled up in a ball and crying till there are no more tears left.

When it rains, it pours. When it's sunny, it's freaking hot. Weather's so unpredictable nowadays, it's giving me a headache. I choose to blame it on the weather because blaming it on a certain someone is just not right.

Is it too much to ask of you to just shut your mouth for one second? Or at least know the right thing to say at the right time. You hear it time and time again, think before you speak. Why is it so difficult for you to comprehend? So don't come asking me what's wrong when you know well enough what the problem is. Or maybe you're just too insensitive or plain stupid.

If you don't like the way I acted tell it to my face. Don't go showing me that pissed off look and pretending everything's alright. Don't mumble to yourself or slam doors hoping to get my attention because I couldn't really be bothered. You're insignificant, who cares about respect?

Random thoughts to sum up my weekend. Funny how it seems so depressing but I actually had a pretty good weekend. I think I thrive on excitement and drama. Another 24 days to go till everything will be alright again. Too optimistic? We'll see..